CALL ME CRAZY

I just got done watching YOUTUBE videos of Boston Terriers and I noticed like every owner of a BT has TWO! I told Matt this and he said "we should get another one"

HAHA SIKE.

He said, if we didn't have two cats and a baby on the way, we could totally get another one.

I have this LOVE for Boston Terries that I think only owners of really cool dogs can feel. Like Danielle, I'm sure LOVES Boxers ( I do too, even though I'm not an owner of one). I love all dogs, but if I see a BT or even a Boxer I freak out. Ive been seeing this guy all last week running with his boston terrier and i seriously want to pull over and talk to him.

I know I am crazy, but as soon as baby is 1 and we have money....I might just have to get another..
It's like having a sibling for your child. Gibby needs another dog to play with all the time.

hahahaha BTW, I will never get another dog until we move out of this small house...we would need a yard before we got another dog.. so DONT WORRY.. I won't go out and get another dog like I went out and got a cat!!!!!

I'm going to bed now!!!!!!!!!! I hope I sleep good like last night! Except I'm drinking a glass of water, so I'm sure I'll get up at least twice!

push, push, push yourself...too hard.

So lately I haven't been feeling good at all. I just feel that I'm either getting sick, or my body is going through wild changes the past few days that my levels of whatever have been off.

It started Monday, I could tell I was getting sick, I would wake up with a sore throat and just my body was poopy. Then Tuesday came and same thing, and at work Tanya was sick with what I felt like I would be getting. My nose was stuffy but runny, my head hurt whatever...
skip to Saturday... My grandma and I went to the mall and then to Wal-Mart and at about the end of the Wal-Mart trip I was getting all blah feeling, I didn't want to walk I just wanted to sit down and not move. We met Matt at Panera (it's way better than it was the first time I went! I hate going to new places when they first open up) and I was so hot and just felt like crap and my heels were KILLING me.
Saturday night I had Matt put this foot lotion on my feet because I seriously can't walk on my heels, I think they might just be cracked REALLY bad.
Today.....I got ready and my grandma and I went to Kohls and Target...I was sweating like a cow in Kohls and I said something to the girl at the register and she said she thought it was hot in there, so I figured it was just hot and not me. Then we got to Target and we walked in and I serioulsy didn't want to move, we got to the aisle where the curtains were and I had to sit on the shelf on the bottom because I couldn't move and I thought I was going to pass out, again sweating like a cow. We hurried home because I thought I was going to pass out and grandma can't drive so that wouldn't be good.
We got home and I took my shoes off and it hurt so bad to first put them on and then take them off. but when i got home I wanted to get the curtains up and clean up the house and I just kept going and going and going and didn't stop. finally i just laid down because i felt like i was running a tempature. i laid there for awhile and then got dizzy so i got some food because i thought that would help.
then matt asked if i wanted to go with him to the mcdonalds so i put on my slipper socks, dare i try to put on shoes again...even my crocs hurt!
i had to tippy toe pretty much to the car.. i felt good until we started driving HOME from there house. i was talking to matt about family drama and i lost my train of thought and i swear the car was driving on two wheels, i felt like the right side tires went flat because i felt really off balance... so i stopped talking and closed my eyes and then opened them..and everything went back to normal.

I don't know if these feelings are normal and I'm just crazy.. or what.
I do feel though that I am trying to do too much and pushing myself to do all this stuff without taking a break inbetween.

I really can't wait to go to the doctor wednesday so i can tell him all this stuff about how ive been feeling really weird and how my feet are killing me.. matt says they look normal (not swollen like crazy) but i dont know why my heels hurt SO bad. its mostly my left one, matt says its probably not pregnancy related, but whatever im going to ask.

also, i think i got bigger over night from friday to saturday. and i feel that ive gained like 5 pounds since the last time i went to the doctor, and if thats the case he's going to be PISSED.

ok well i need some water and lurk the message boards..

ps. seeing how matt is with olivia gets me really excited to see how he is going to be with august.
and hearing little kids fart and burp is really funny to me.

Read only if you want to cry

http://lilbabyelisha.blogspot.com/


I've been reading whattoexpect.com message board and the above link is to a girl that lost her baby, she knew that once he was born he wouldn't survive. Her strength is amazing, this girl is amazing. I couldn't read all of it, but the pictures are worth a million sad words.
It's really eye opening..and I really think you should just look at it, you don't have to read every word.

Birth Weight

Officially - Matt was 10lbs 3 oz and 22 1/2 inches long.
Born at 6:44 a.m. on 5/29/81

For me.. I don't know
I think it was 12:34 p.m on 9/9/84, but I need to find out my weight and length.

Also...I really don't want to say this, but I'm at the point where I'm tired of being pregnant. I'm 32 weeks (on Sunday) and I'm just really starting to hurt and really can't sleep at all anymore. I woke up at 3 last night and couldn't fall back asleep, I love sleeping on my back now, which I used to ALWAYS be a side sleeper. My brain thinks to much at night.. AH.

I just want to meet my little boy (but not early!)

Matt's mom sent baby pictures of him for a game for the shower and I just want to see what our guy is going to look like..will he have Matts huge head and nose? my nose(that i love..weird, i love my nose and lips haha)
Will he had crazy curly blonde hair like matt? (i think so, my brother and dad and curly blonde hair...and wait until you see the pictures of matts! it looked like a wig it was crazy!)
and I'm sure it will be curly or wavy..we both have some pretty curly/wavy hair.

also...I need to be banned from Target!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unprepared...

So lately I have been reading these pregnancy message boards just to see what other people are saying about being due in March. After hours of reading I always feel really unprepared to go into the hospital, and to have August come home!
I think it's because I can't really do much until his room is done and the shower is over. But I just really hate this feeling.
Today I went through a cleaning craze.. which I think I'm starting to "Nest".
I cleaned the living room and re-organized everything and cleaned the floor like crazy and am just trying to get things looking better so I don't stress about it when I have a baby!
Also, Matt pulled up all the carpet in the baby's room today, (we no longer have ANY carpet!!!) because by Tuesday the floor is going to be done! (our room finished, the hallway, and Augusts' room!) Which I am so excited about because I feel that after that is done I can arrange all the furniture how I want it and just start getting things ready!

AHH.. but I just still feel like everything is coming so fast! I mean today I'm 31 weeks...and next week I'll be 32 weeks and I go have an ultrasound (what if he tells me my edd has changed to March 1st...!?) .

AND here is my schedule for the next few weeks

Jan. 21st - Ultrasound
Jan. 24th - Olivia's Bday party
Jan. 25th - Parker's Bday party
Jan. 29th - pick up mom at lax and go to ikea
Jan. 31st - baby shower
Feb. 1st - take mom and gma back to lax
Feb. 3rd - breastfeeding class/child care
Feb. 5th - Lamaze
Feb. 6th - wheel of fortune! (hopefully)
Feb. 10th - breastfeeding/child care class
Feb. 12th - Lamaze
Feb. 14th - valentines day (lame day probably)
Feb. 19th - Lamaze
Feb. 21st - IA's last show (maybe ill go)
Feb. 26th - Lamaze
Feb. 28th - Ella's bday party (?)

Seriously.. isn't that schedule looking alittle crazy!?!?!?!?

Cry me a river...ohhhh.

So last night.. no bueno.
I slept like CRAP. I pretty much didn't sleep more than 2 hours at a time. I woke up at 12, 2, 4, 7, and finally had a good 8:00-8:35 sleep time. I didn't shower, I just got ready and went to work. I am in the worst mood ever, people at work are driving me CRAZY!

I am in that mood where I just want to cry and cry and cry just to let everything out, even though I don't have anything to really cry about. I want to just go home and lay in bed and sleep until tomorrow.

Also, last night when I was trying to sleep, I could only sleep on my right side, or my back. I just really like sleeping on my back! And I really like to drink during the night. I went through a glass of OJ and a glass of Grape Juice from 9:00 p.m. - 4:45 a.m.
I am so thirsty and night and I know that's part of the reason that keeps me up. And my neck has been hurting really bad lately too, which is another reason why I can't sleep.

And one more thing to complain about...
Whenever the baby moves, I get really sick to my stomach like I am going to throw up and it's the worst feeling ever. Even if I eat it stills makes me sick feeling.

I need a really good nap and some really good food and some ice cold water.

BLAH.
Krista.

Sleep Tight....Don't let the cracked ribs keep you up at night..

I don't have cracked ribs, but I have been sleep like crap lately! My neck has been hurting so bad, I'm so thirsty at night but I don't want to drink anything cause I don't want to get up a million times to pee. But then I just end up waking up real early and going downstairs to get a full glass of juice cause I can't stand how thirsty I am. I need to use more pillows, I used to use like 5 and now I'm down to 3. I think I need more head and back support.
August has actually been really active during the day, early evening and then is pretty mellow when I try going to bed, which is nice. He's not kicking a soccer ball around in the middle of the night anymore. (PS I hate soccer, so I really pretend like he's kicking field goals with a football, but that would be weird saying).

Anyway.. Grandma is coming today. I think I have to pick her up in SLO, but I'm not 100% sure on that.

And that's all.
Krista